So I have not written here in such a long time and this is the only place I know I can vent without my roommate seeing this. My roommate is going to drive me up the wall. I can not stand living here anymore. I just wanna move out. I can't stand living here. She has been eating my food and not paying me back and since she is a vegatrain I don't like her food so its not like its an even exchange and now she has thrown out two boxes that I needed one for my mp3 player which had a twenty dollar mail in rebate and she threw away another box which I needed to return something so that is another twenty dollars that she better repay me!!! I just wish I knew where to say because I just want to move out. I can't stand it anymore!!!!!!!

Hey guys.......I need some prayer right now.....I'm struggling with some issues right now....I'm not gonna go into right now but I will later....Just remember to keep me in your prayers. Thanks!

Tashia

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I'm sad that its Sunday and tomorrow I have to go back to my crazy everyday life.  I really wish I had a week of of school and work. The good thing is that in one week I will be going home. I am really excited. I miss my bed!!!! lol I also miss having my own shower. I hate wearing flip flops everytime I have to take a shower. lol

I went to the volleyball game and McKale Maddness with Tessa. It was fun. I got six autographs from the guys basketball team on my basketball......so that was awesome. I was hoping to get them all but they had the autograph set up so stupid!!!! They had the basketball team spread out across McKale and then they gave you 45 minutes to get all of them and this event was open to the public so there are a butt load of people. So yea I got six. But I will get them all by the end of the season. Thatis my goal. lol Last night I had the football game and Tessa nad I went. It wasn't as good as  I thought it would be since this was a PAC-10 conference game. The energy was really low and I was just so tired that Tessa and left at half-time. Next week I hope its better. We are playing UCLA. U of A's football team is so sad!!! lol We have only won 1 game out off 6. I keep hoping we will get better but I dunno.

Anyways. I got my pop quiz and my paper back in my Pyschology class and I got A's on them!!!!! I'm so happy I think my grade is up to either a high D or a low C. I am bound and determined to get it up to at least a B.  Now I gotta get started on my Religion paper. It is due in a couple weeks and I have no idea what I am going to write it on and it has to be 3 pages long. It won't be that bad, I just need to get my lazy butt to the library and get it done.

As soon as I get done with this entry I need to start cleaning my room. It's messy again!!! But then again its always messy because it so small and if you put anything on the floor it just looks cluttered!!! So yea. It really sucks. I can't wait until next year and I will be in an apartment. That way I can have my own room and a bathroom where I don't need to wear shoes in. lol

I'm so excited for tonight!!!! Adam and my brother Marshall are coming up and we're going to go to dinner. And for all of you are confused my the brother part we are not really brother and sister but we call eachother that since we are really close. So yea.

Alright well I will talk to you later.

Tash

Alright I think it is time for an update and I have a little time.  Things have been so busy the last few weeks. I'm starting to run myself down again. Which isn't good cause I don't want to get sick again like in the beginning of the years.  We have reached the half way point, so I'm half way through the sesmester. I hope I do really well in the next few weeks. I need to bring some grades up too! In my Psychology of Gender class I brought it up from an E to a D so at least I am passing now. I just have to get it up to a B at least.  But the good thing is that I got my English paper back today and I got an A+!!!! I was trilled to pieces. In all of the papers I have written which ahve been three I have gotten all A's on them which is awesome. But yea. My days have been so crazy. I go to school in the morning and then I go to work and then I have soccer and homework. But I'm quitting soccer as soon as Speed Soccer is over. I was suposed to play Outdoor Soccer with my friend Sarah but I realized that I have to much on my plate now and I really need to focus on my school and to getting a couple of grades back up. What really sucks is that my English teacher Jeremy has been piling on the homework!!! But I will get through. All of you that are reading this please keep in your prayers that I keep up with all my schoolwork and pass and that I find a good church to go too!

Anyways......things with Adam and me have been going really well. Not this coming Sunday but the next me and him will have been going out for month!!!! Can you believe that....it seems like we just started dating. Time is moving so fast. Its just so crazy. I was really happy this weekend cause I got to see him on Sunday and I'm hoping he will come up this weekend so we can see eachother. He has been so busy with all of his firefighting stuff. He works and goes to class non-stop. Like one of his classes is from 6-10 at night and sometimes he doesn't get out until ike 11!!! I would be going insane. lol

Well I'm gonna head of to bed. I'm so tried.

Tash

This week has been really ruff on me! It is so crazy on how things can change within days. My weekend was really good. I had a lot of fun at the fair I won the Larry Beck Sr. Memorail Award for the Outstanding Senior which was really awesome cause I have wanted to win that since I started 4-H. Then my pig sold reallly good too! She sold for 3.50 a pound and I got over a thousand.  So I am happy with it.  And then me and Adam finally got together this past weekend!! I'm trilled about it!!! YIPEE

Well that was all my good news. This whole week has sucked!!! On Monday while at work I found out that my friend died that morning so that really got to me!! Then later that night I had a soccer game and I ended up breaking my toe and I have this huge bruise on my knee too!!! It looks so bad too!!!! Then my teachers have been loading me with homework and I am sleep deprived too!!!! So my week has sucked!!

But the biggest thing for me is that Polkey died!!! She was only 22 years old and she had so much going for her! She was the star of the U of A basketball team and she won she so many awards in the PAC-10 and All American but besides the awards and basketball she was a wonderful person full of love and joy. She was always smiling and laughing.  She was also a great role model to many young people. Its just so hard to think that I won't see her anymore since I just saw her last week. Last night was her memorail at McKale Center and that was so hard to be there. I just cried and cried. But the good thing was that she was a Christian and she was saved so I know that right now she is up there playing basketball without any pain. I also know that she will always be with us. We love you Polkey and we will always remember you!!! You were such an awesome person with such a caring heart even if you are not here with us as we go on with our days.

Well I'm gonna head out! And to those who read this please keep Polkey's family in your prayers they really need it right now!! Thanks.